Hai.
It's been a long time I didn't write anything either in paper or tumblr. It's been a long time I didn't post anything on this blog, I didn't even know this blog exist! Waw!
But anyway, Now I find other way to express myself. I feel weird to express anything on my social media now, even twitter. Because so many things happen and I can't even handle it myself but it's not that important to share it on social media.

Atau sejujurnya karena saya malu pada orang-orang karena saya memiliki hidup yang begitu berantakan. Oh bukan pada hidup saya. Saya merasa malu karena diri saya begitu berantakan.

So I decided to delete my instagram app and youtube. I hope I can be more productive and also I try so hard to keep my sanity. So I decided to write anything on this blog, I hope that will help me heal myself. Because life is getting thougher and scarier and now i'm scared of literally everything and it's not comfortable.

So, welcome to my blog (again, I guess?) Pardon for my bad grammar and my lack of vocabularies.

Blogger, please be nice to me. I want to be normal again.